Risperidone "Flat"

did you take injection or tablets? how you been now

hey, how are you doing now?

How have you been any improvment?

I don't even have the motivation to complain about the lobotomy this drug has caused.

My mom doesn't believe me and of course the psychiatrists don't.

Everything is empty and hollow constantly.

We need buddhism/prayer etcetera.

Let's pray for eachother and hope this drug motivates us to strengthen our soul.

Out of everything bad there should be something good.

The good in this bad is hard to find. I lost everything.

My family and psychiatrists just think I'm negative/psychotic.

I need meditation to accept the loss of so much. socially mentally, etcetera.

They say I make myself sick with posts from the internet, but I didnt start reading them until I felt something horribly wrong when I woke up sweating from the Risperdal injection etcetera.

. But without your stories no one in the world would ever believe what a legalized medicine can do. 

How is this medicine legal. The truth is it's mostly drug pushing and money.

How is this medicine a treatment. No one deserves this hell that others don't even believe.

 

I am in this hell. nothing feels good, everything's empty 24/7.
Not only does everything feel empty I also have the agonizing memory on how stuff did have feeling for me.
I don't even have a psychosis I just had visions in dreams I reacted angrily to.
Just know I noticed when I got arroused but didn't ejaculate or orgasm. I felt a bit of a spark back in me.
I'm gonna try abstaining from the orgasm forever to see if it will regenerate my brain. I read in some spiritual website a while ago that abstaining from the orgasm and putting that energy inside and in your head (forcing it in through meditation and breathing) regenerates the brain.

I live in constant torture but just now I felt a tiny bit of spark coming back.

I have done research and risperdal, (i don't wanna scare you) is basically a chemical lobotomy.
search for the book: "brain disabling techniques" in psychiatry and search for "chemical lobotomy" and read the chapters. It's shocking.

But with every problem there should come a solution. My solution was suicide, i was craving it 24/7 in extreme torture, as a zombie, resenting my enviroment for being beautiful but unable to enjoy it.
We have experienced a torture that is maybe worse than hell. Seeing people socializing and happy while being empty from personality, emotion, motivation, energy, memory etc. This drug is pure murder in so many aspects. It's a chemical lobotomy and a chemical castration with plenty of other horrible side effects.

I'm willing to try out these white tantra techniques (sex without lust and orgasm) and meditation to see if I can regenerate myself.
And because I'm solo Im gonna try the breathing techniques.
In this torture some of us live many would be open to try anything in my view.
I would even try eating lizards if someone says it helps.

I learned that Risperdal deactivates the frontal cortex(emotions, creativity, personality etc.). WHERE IS THAT IN THE BOOKLET YOU GET WITH IT?
Risperdal is one of the biggest crimes in the western world. The bad thing is shutting down the frontal cortex also causes indifference.
So there are a lot out there that suffer but maybe because of the indifference don't complain.

How can we stop Risperdal? Inform on websites how Risperdal is a "chemical lobotomy", again what a crime against humanity...... The fact psychiatrists say: "it's already out of your blood", pure horror. They know nothing. I was suffering the first bits of the extreme boredom and apathy and she said I miss my halucinations, it's really almost funny. A psychiatrist that doesn't even know Risperdal causes apathy... "You miss your hallucinations, that's why you are bored"
The many psychiatrists I dealt with really don't know ANYTHING about the medicine they give.
And my mom calls it "their expertise"

They just perscripe the medicine, hand you the booklet. the booklet that doesn't say: "UUUH ow and btw... CHEMICAL LOBOTOMY)
This is really pure evil. The pharmacists that push this sh*t should be jailed for more than murder...
Torture and murder.

Websites that review Risperdal should be filled with the truth about it being a chemical lobotomy.

But the fine line is, there should also be hope. My hope the last weeks was dying in my sleep (Please God take me in my sleep) and I was contemplating suicide and might still to be honest. But I'm gonna try out how the sexual regeneration in the brain thing works.
I'll keep you updated and please don't commit suicide. I know the feeling. Many people on the injection have commited suicide it seems, I remember running to a train while it was peaking. (How the f**k is Risperdal consta treatment it really burned my brains.)

I'm in a bigger hell than you guys maybe. Because I wasn't that psychotic I was angry on some spiritual sneaky sh*t (takes long to explain) and I had the bad luck no one believed me of course.

So I got the full treatment 4-6 miligram and an injection. I'm half indonesian and I got the impression they react even heavier to it. It litterally fried my brain and I was waking up sweating. The psychiatrist said that my psychosis (while it was actually fcking braindamage) was getting bigger and moved me to a closed unit. Really. I doubt a few had it as extreme as me.
The injection really was to much for a half indonesian I think (not to be a crybaby)
I felt dead in my left brain. And durting the treatment I have felt all sorts of mini stroke like things and shocks and bubbles popping.

Anyway. With every problem, always come with a solution. Acupuncture and vitamins do very little for a fcking lobotomy. But I was watching porn but didn't ejaculate and I felt a tiny bit of me wanting to say something.
I'm really a zombie now, I think I got the worst damage here on this unit. I'm the only one constantly 24/7 strolling around without being able to sit still, having nothing to say.
while originally I was outgoing, musically gifted and had lots of humor etcetera. The constant torment of not having anything that brings joy anymore is hard to live with. But I'm gonna give this new experiment a go. I'll keep you updated. And please forum posters, tell how you are feeling now (if you haven't commited suicide) people can get inspired by you on how you dealt with this.

Funny how I go through this extreme torment empty emotionless hell, seeing clients here socializing except for me (I think I got the worst lobotomy here, and none used risperdal here) and they wanna force medications on me that atrophy my brain even further. I have to fight enforced medications but really before posting this post I was hoping I'm gonna commit suicide before they start that traject.
I realize that to become happier we have to help eachother. Let's help eachother out of this Risperdal situation by sharing how you overcome the troubles.

Especially the horror story of that girl that was drugged makes me sad.
I hope she didn't commit suicide, and her story now on how she copes would mean a lot to others suffering.

There should maybe even be a big risperdal forum to discuss how to deal with this fcking chemical lobotomy and even try what we can do, so that the lobotomizing of children who just eat to much sugar can be stopped.
I'm gonna post an update to my condition later.

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Pray and meditate

Have you experienced psychosis since?

I had lingering lack of emotions from taking an antipsychotic...yes it can happen...I've taken pregnenolone 25 mg and it's helped me regain them all, and all my thoughts, so far. It's a hormone supplement. Talk to an endocrinologist to make sure it's safe in this dose or in the dose you choose to take.

see above please

What I would recommend is to try the pregnenolone. The caveats are to talk to an endocrinologist before to make sure it's safe. You need to stick with it and take it daily because I didn't get any effects before 2 weeks or so. When I first started it, it may have caused me to feel angry. I'm not sure about that however. I would keep taking it even if it makes you feel angry at first because your brain will likely adjust to it. Obviously I'm just one person but it's worth a shot. Before this I thought nothing else out there would ever make me feel the same again but I feel like the person I was before taking the antipsychotic. Actually, I feel way better because I've been through hell and survived it, and because the pregnenolone is making me feel better than normal. Pregnenolone is actually used in clinical trials to treat negative symptoms of schizophrenia, which are probably mild versions of the feeling you are feeling. It has been successful in the trials I researched. Good luck and peace.

if u think risperdal is bad try its cousin invega sustenna - peliperidone it has 112 side effects - i m lucky to be still alive thers been 17 deaths in Japan with this so called "modern" antipsychotic! Its a cynical financial funeralistic conspiracy as far as im concerned!
According to WebMD, the followings are the side effects of Invega Sustenna:


Feeling Restless Severe
Parkinson Symptoms Severe
Extrapyramidal Reaction Severe
Blurred Vision Severe
Problems with Eyesight Severe
Acute Infection of the Nose, Throat or Sinus Severe
Itching Severe
Mental Impairment Severe
Dizzy Severe
Chronic Trouble Sleeping Severe
A Feeling of Restlessness with Inability to Sit Still Severe
Voluntary Movement Difficulty Severe
Rash Severe
Nervous Severe
Reaction due to an Allergy Severe
Anxious Severe
Sexual Problems Severe
Altered Interest in Having Sexual Intercourse Severe
Muscle Problems that cause Abnormal Movement Less Severe
Throat Irritation Less Severe
Inflammation of the Nose Less Severe
Increased Production of Saliva Less Severe
Dry Mouth Less Severe
Indigestion Less Severe
Incomplete or Infrequent Bowel Movements Less Severe
Drowsiness Less Severe
Inducing of a Relaxed Easy State Less Severe
Low Energy Less Severe
Weight Gain Less Severe
Change in Appetite Less Severe
Head Pain Less Severe
Cough Less Severe
Feel Like Throwing Up Less Severe
Throwing Up Less Severe
Problems with Bladder Control Less Severe
Runny Nose Less Severe
Infrequent side effects of Invega Sustenna IM:
Blood Pressure Drop Upon Standing Severe
Abnormally Low Blood Pressure Severe
Discharge of Milk in Men or Women when Not Breastfeeding Severe
Seborrhea Severe
Backache Severe
Cannot Focus Thoughts Severe
Fast Heartbeat Severe
Heart Throbbing or Pounding Severe
Trouble Breathing Severe
Chest Pain Severe
High Blood Sugar Severe
Problem with Periods Less Severe
Joint Pain Less Severe
Muscle Weakness Less Severe
Muscle Pain Less Severe
Uncoordinated Less Severe
Nosebleed Less Severe
Diarrhea Less Severe
Stomach Cramps Less Severe
Feeling Weak Less Severe
Increased Levels of Prolactin in the Blood Less Severe
High Amount of Fats in the Blood Less Severe
Confused Less Severe
Rare side effects of Invega Sustenna IM:
Abnormal Movements of Face Muscles and Tongue Severe
Neuroleptic Malignant Syndrome Severe
Yellowing of Skin or Eyes from Liver Problems Severe
Pancreatitis Severe
Blood Clot in Lung Severe
Heart Block Severe
Abnormal Heart Electrical Signals Severe
Atrial Fibrillation Severe
Prolonged Q-T Interval on EKG Severe
Transient Ischemic Attack Severe
Stroke Severe
Lack of Blood Supply to the Brain Severe
Thrombotic Thrombocytopenic Purpura Severe
Blocked Bowels with No Movement Severe
Continued Painful Erection Severe
Hives Severe
Serious Muscle Damage that may Lead to Kidney Failure Severe
Unwareness Severe
Feeling Faint Severe
Seizures Severe
Temporarily Stops Breathing While Sleeping Severe
Fever Severe
Involuntary Quivering Severe
Visible Water Retention Severe
Loss of Appetite Severe
Swollen Tongue Severe
Abnormal Liver Function Tests Severe
Low Body Temperature Severe
Life Threatening Allergic Reaction Severe
Giant Hives Severe
Diabetes Severe
Syndrome of Inappropriate Antidiuretic Hormone Secretion Severe
Decreased Blood Platelets Severe
Deficiency of Granulocytes a Type of White Blood Cell Severe
Decreased White Blood Cells Severe
Decreased Neutrophils a Type of White Blood Cell Severe
Disturbance of Attention Less Severe
Stuffy Nose Less Severe
Urinary Tract Infection Less Severe
Breast Tenderness Less Severe
Hair Loss Less Severe
Muscle Spasm Less Severe
Muscle Stiffness Less Severe
Sleep Disorder Less Severe
Taste Problems Less Severe
Numbness Less Severe
Fluid Retention in the Legs, Feet, Arms or Hands Less Severe
Difficulty Speaking Less Severe
Gas Less Severe
Cannot Empty Bladder Less Severe
Low Blood Sugar Less Severe
Problem with Ejaculation Less Severe
My advice run to the hills when it comes to talking to a shrink or u could be the next zombie like those in 'the walking dead'

Thanx for your post. I feel exactly the same. It is a ploy of the psys. I dont care about keeping care of miself. I know that Straterra can help to overcome this. It is about mony Johnson 2 class action suites, Breats in men and Diabetes B.

Thats how my husband is feeling at the moment on this drug. His libido is not even there. He's like a zombie and sleeps all the time. It's like he's not himself anymore. He is emotionally numbed out totally. Im wondering if Lithium would be better???

Try ECT for the brain. It's where they put you under for a little bit and literally shock your brain. Friend had it done and it helped get rid of her symptoms drastically. Probably will need a minimum of 9-12 treatments.

i was made to get 6 monthly shots. over 50 deadly side effects from this. i'm dying from this poison. you will never feel the same again after the first shot. i was bed ridden after second shot. don't take, deadly torture