hey my name is nolan and i am 16 turning 17 in january, To make matters worse i am Gay / Bipolar / Really shy Anyways being bipolar doesnt make it any easier being gay i am depressed most of the time, Which makes me a real shy person sticking to my self. I live in a small town which gay is not even allowed, my mom is the only one i told my brothers/ friends Are all against it my mom even said maybe its just a stage well i know i am gay its not a stage and its really hard. The doctures dont help either just dosing my pills up higher everytime i visit, i am 6"1 and 180 pounds i dont like my wieght i wanna be more musuclar but the bi-polar disorder pervents me from meeting new ppl, going to the gym( the ansity is soo over whelming) i am in grade 10 taking gabapentin 400 mg 2 times a day i just wanna die some times even tho i dont show it only good thing in my life is the counsling appointments. Anyways being as i am do u think i should come out Find some one who cares for me just wondering how love would help or would it please help me :-D
Gimme some references please and thanks you i wanna hear ur comments
Gimme some references please and thanks you i wanna hear ur comments
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ok what you family and docters are doing to you is wrong. If you are homosexual, they shouldnt be trying to cure you. Homosexuality is not a diseas or phase. it is a part of you. embrace it. i went to this school for 2 yrs and almost every guy there was flaming gay. IT WAS AWESOME. i would like to talk to you not on here sometime that would be cool.email me sometime if you want to talk or whatevr. or not, if you dont want to. i would love to help.
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Being gay is nothing to be ashamed of. I am trying to future out whether I'm bi or not and it's hard. If your family thinks its a phase ignore them. If you have a really strong good deep friendship with someone, tell them. Someone who won't judge you that u can simply talk to. Maybe try looking online for gays in your area that you could talk to. It the great scheme of things, these people don't matter. And please dont kill yourself. Suicide is a permanent answer to what is maybe a not permanent problem. Try to surround yourself with people who love you for who you are.
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I think being a gay is not an issue. Since being a gay in your community is not accepted, then try to act like a normal gay without flaunting it too much. You just have to be yourself and thats old. Now with the issue of being a bipolar, look for a friend that will understand your situation and who would take care of you.
And you dont have to go to the gym just to have a muscular physique. Theres alot of exercising methods that are on the internet, like push ups curl ups and sit ups, those are the things i do since i am also a shy person and avoiding to be dìscriminated on the gym
By the way, if you want to talk to someone, I am just here, will to be your friend, I am also a gay and honestly I am inlove to a bipolar gay also.
And you dont have to go to the gym just to have a muscular physique. Theres alot of exercising methods that are on the internet, like push ups curl ups and sit ups, those are the things i do since i am also a shy person and avoiding to be dìscriminated on the gym
By the way, if you want to talk to someone, I am just here, will to be your friend, I am also a gay and honestly I am inlove to a bipolar gay also.
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