Just got myself in control after a paranoia and this is the second time for the past 2 days:D. I'm just going to take a break, thats because i was smoking for so often,i was loving it mixing it with alchool,it was fun until the first trip that i had got me so scared,well I knew whom to blame but WHY happened that way? by the way it was a good joint (purple head) threw it away immeaditely, and wanted to be in ER. I just thought my life came to an end, the back of my head was tight, shaking hands... IT WAS HELL ! Now this sh*ty thoughts are stored in my head... If i will try again will happen, NO ?
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I use to smoke all the time and lots and never thought i was doing any harm, that was until i had a joint that i had made and on my god it messed me up totally as with you i had shakes, sweats, pounding head, feeling sick all the classic signs of a whitey but no alcohol was involved that night, i called my dealer up and he can round and said that his runner must have swopped it with something he had so he came round and we found out that his was broght over in a diesel shipment and i appered to have soaked into it. the problem was thast every time i smoked after that i thought the same thing was going to happen and started to get paranoid, then things got worse and i ended up with OCD i only found this out when it took a doctor over 3 1/2 hours to calm me down from having a vain in my foot ( sound silly but true) i have this under control now. I have had a smoke since then but the feelings are not the same and i always think i am going to have a bad trip again. that is my experiance of the drug and that was 7 years ago now and i still have the OCD.
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