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You're not alone and we can create a great support system for each other and other girls.
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I went through a lot of the symptoms mentioned in this thread and have RECOVERED! Our bodies are AMAZING machines. YOU WILL GET BETTER! Here is my story. I hope this helps.
I went on the pill when I was 14. I took the pill every day thereafter until I was 29. I never experienced anxiety, panic, or sleeplessness in all those years while taking the pill. In November 2010, I went off the pill cold turkey; I never researched what might happen as a result of stopping the pill.
Within the first week of being off the pill, I experienced a sudden rush of nervousness and racing thoughts. These feelings were especially triggered in social or group situations. I had trouble "hanging out" at a friends house during that first weekend after stopping the pill. I felt short of breath, and I experienced a strong instinct to leave. These symptoms continued and escalated over the next few weeks. I really couldn't understand what was happening to me.
I experienced my first panic attack in late December 2010. After sitting quietly at work, I went to get some lunch. I suddenly experienced the classic symptoms: feeling like I couldn't breathe, racing heart, sweaty palms, a rush of heat. I was in line for pizza! I didn't even wait for my order and immediately went home. I could not stop crying and had a lot of trouble calming myself down. I was convinced I would never be normal again. It was difficult for me to return to work. Everything and every place seemed to trigger fear of another panic attack.
I also experienced some other symptoms. My joints were very achy for the first few months after stopping the pill. My sleep became interrupted on a nightly basis. It was like clockwork; I seemed to wake up every night at 3am wide-eyed with a racing heart. I lost approximately 10 pounds. I stopped eating normally because eating seemed to make my heart race even more. I stopped seeing friends, and I missed work frequently. I feared ridiculous things. Suddenly, modes of transportation were very scary to me - flying, driving, being on a bus or subway, etc. Most likely because I always felt the need to escape suddenly. I began to fear that I would hurt myself or someone around me. Mostly I felt like I lost all control of who I was. It was hard for me to remember how I could be so brave in my prior pill-filled life.
I went to my family doctor in January 2011. She did not believe me when I said that I thought the pill had caused this change in me. She recommended Prozac and finding ways to destress. She also suggested that I talk to a therapist. I left her office disheartened that she did not see a link between the pill and my condition. I wanted to avoid going on any other medication that would alter my hormones. I also spoke with my Ob-Gyn doctor. She also claimed to not know anything about the pill causing these issues. She suggested I go on the Prozac recommended by my family doctor. I refused. Instead, I started seeing a psychologist on a weekly basis. The therapist was AMAZING. She agreed that we COULD overcome this without any further medication that might mess with my hormones. She encouraged me to speak openly about how I felt, what I feared, and where I was headed. I stuck with the talk therapy for about 6 months. Some sessions were better than others, but mostly, it improved my confidence that I would get better. Each week we set a goal for me to accomplish - something as simple as riding the bus, to staying at work through a moment of panic. She taught me coping skills for when I was struck by a panic attack or sleepless night. I now feel confident that I can breathe deeply and remain calm when I feel the urge to panic. I have come a very long way.
It is now March 2012, and I am doing MUCH better. I believe that I improved due to a combination of my body adjusting to my natural hormones as well as seeking out help through talk therapy. Our bodies are AMAZING machines. Be good to yourself. Seek out help. Talk to others. And most importantly, be patient and have faith. YOU WILL GET BETTER! I am posting my story because when I was in my time of need I was on this message thread nearly every night. God bless you all and stay strong!!
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I am new off birth control as well, I was on the IUD for about 2 1/2 years, I went on the weekly patch that same day i got the iud removed, about a month after using the patch i started to get a really bad headache and i started to get anxious and depressed, i couldnt eat i couldnt sleep, i couldnt even be left alone.... so i took the patch off..... i had this spaced out disconnected feeling in my hed... its really scary and i dont know how to feel better, i got better for about a week after starting a new job, and right before i started my first real period the scary feelings came back.... i am right back at where i started... i have a massive hadache that wont go away, i have this dosconnected dream feeling back and its whats making me scared because i know this isn't the way life is suppose to feel and i feel like im going to be this way forevr..... i try and try to get better but nothing works............ i need help.... im so scared..... has anybody felt this dosconnected feeling? like your in a dream?? i hope all this is from coming off birth control then at least i know whats causing this......
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