compleatly turned on for an almost friend or stranger?

About a month ago i met a boy online over a chat site. no longer than 1 mabey 2 hours later we exchanged numbers. we text eachother everyday. since me and him have been texting alot ive grown a strange fondness to this half stranger. we consider eachother friends. we live in different states but we are both trying to get my mother to let me go to his state and hang out with him. this boy that i want to actualy meet so badly does drugs like weed and he smokes and occasionaly drinks. i only know because he has told me. he has gotten me to do thing i wouldnt normally do. or ever emagine myself doing. will the fondness of this stranger friend, me and want to hang out together, but we really know, we will probley be doing something different (haveing sex). but that is if i convince my mother. i honistly do belive i like this boy alot. he is not like most boys (in a good way). not to mention he is 17 and i am 14. he has slept with other girls and i have made it almost crystal clear that i would want to 'lose it' to someone like him if not him. we tell eachother everything. thats why i like him. when we both become 'in the mood' either naturly or from this the other says we will tell eachother. its almost like a bonus because of the information we share. i trust him more than i would most or so i beilive. he has already lose his virgintity. i am wanting and considering to lose mine to this friend/stranger. am i wrong for beleiving in this?, am i completely sane?, is there anything i need to be awear of other than protection and the effects and deaseases? i need your help.