Hello i rather not say my name but i wanted to talk about marrige an drinking please excuse any spelling an bear with me.I have been with my wife for 8 years an everything stsrted great . I mean i was only 21 when we got married but wr were happy together except for satan her grandma.But we were always happy to see eachother an hang out oh and she was 19 .But anyways we started just hanging out in our room every day around 4 and we would watch our show called a haunting an we would get our buzz on with 40s of king cobra.We use to have so much fun just laughing with eachother and she would get scated of the show an i woulhold her or we would laugh.Now a few years went on an we really couldn't have fun unless we were drinking I mean wr wouldn't even go to the movies without alcohol..So I started to wonder r we alcoholics?But I was like no not us. We just like to have fun, remember these words people . Cause the nightmare hasn't even started yet. But now as time went bye we started fighting alot more an i had a good job a decent car everthing seemed good over all. But were always fighting about one thing or another. Now at this piint if we ididn't have a few drinks I couldn't sleep she couldn't either an she turned into a total b***h from hell . So you could imagine those arguments.But still the nightmare hasn't started yet. Now ill skip forward to my sailor jerrys faze now thats when sh*t started getting crazy an mind u my wife and i are both not right in the head no joke. But when I started drinking that stuff it was cool at first but god damn I got so drunk during the day that i got pulled over an i guess I smelled so they gave me a sobriety test wich I passed thank you but then the breathalyzer happend i blew a 2.5 then the as****e cop was like put ur fuckinhands behind your back. Do i said np buddy he's all im not your frikkin buddy. So I said what about pal he said im not ur Buddie,pal,hommie, or essay u got that i was likr what about pen pal mabye we can exchange addresses. He was like u think your frikkin funny .I said yeah im already going to jail.So anyways i went to jail. That same day I lost my car an my job. I hsd no idea you can hit rock bottom so quick...........