Hi I'm 15 years old,I'm a virgin well if you count being rapped them I'm not a virgin BC I was rapped for a couple years when I first turned six it started happening til I was 9or10&&it just so happened to be a close family member so when I had told my mom she didn't believe me at first and then ig she did bc a bit later&&she finally told me I'd have to go to court and tell what happeneded in front of a bunch of ppl and I'd basicly just ruin his intire life so I never had anything done about it and never went to the doctor and got checked out & & I still have a cut down there from when that was happening and idk if sum tore or I have no clue&&I have really bad ichting i guess you could say inside of my vagina sorry if that's innapropet to say but its true & & he was a couple years older than me so no one ever figured he had anything&&I don't know who would take me to go see a doctor about it or where'd I could go but if anyone has any ideas please reply back I'm really worried and my mom will only get mad if I bring it up..