I lost my virginity after going out 6 moths with my boyfriend whom I loved. He started cheating on me after a year so I left him and now i want to do a hymenplasty or hymen repair.

I dont know when I will find someone to get married but want to get hymenplasty done asap as I do not want to be with anyone before marriage ever.

It is very stressfull and painfull to think that I have to do something like this as I am an honest person and this will kill me inside but no other solution. I am not even sure if I can even find the courage in myself to go to a clinic as whenever I think about this I feel like I am going to have a heart attack.

Please let me know if you know a gyneacolgist in London. Female gyneacologist if possible.