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My father knew a man who took acid in South America on vacation, and ever since then he’s never been the same, crazy almost. He cross dressed drinks heavily. Some people just snap, and psychedelics can send you over the edge.
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It’s been about a month and I feel the same. During the trip I was trying to fall asleep (very difficult for me, especially when tripping) and I was just consumed by my own thoughts, every bad decision I had ever made was brought back up and made me feel like such a terrible person. I thought about when my father isn’t here anymore, I thought about how I wasn’t a good son and didn’t make the most of his life, he’s still alive... and I’m still screwed up about it, about wether or not I was even worth anybody’s time, or if I should just kill myself because that’s much easier then actually dealing with anything. Haven’t touched shrooms since, and I don’t plan on it!
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I really hope it all soon goes away.
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I Enjoy and appreciate shrooms, (about 10 previous trips) on May 9 , 1 Month ago i Had the bad trip. Looking back on it is was definitely my fault for not respecting the shroom and taking too much without weighing. This was about a 4-5 gram single shroom. anyways my setting was not that bad but my circumstances kinda were and i wasn't ready for the trip or so i thought. So i chose fear and started panicking thinking something was wrong and i needed more water. Once i was in that state of mind i told family members and they were pretty cool. Everything was ok but in my head it wasn't, My ego wasn't letting me go on the trip so i was stuck in a limbo state and thought i was dead, so i would accept death and lay down but was still alive. anyways i made it thru but when i woke up and the next few weeks after that i felt everything you guys were feeling( Foggy, Anxiety,Fear, Tight Chest, Not being able to focus, I felt like i lost my personality) . Just Know everything is gonna Be Okay And You will Always Be you and You are Loved(: 2 weeks after i Kept waking up with Tight Chest from anxiety, So i ate i small Cap and Stem and that diffuse my tight chest anxiety. Fast forward 2 weeks (yesterday) i decided to eat some more shrooms, not as many and with respect. And i gotta tell you i feel 100 % again. When i was first going into the trip i felt the anxiety creep in from previous trip but i knew this was my chance 2 "fix" that bad trip and so i continued my trip ( Good Vibes, Bright room, Music) and that anxiety from previous trip turned in to Love and warmth. So i ended up enjoying the rest of my trip and the benefits of shrooms offset the bad "comedown" from previous trip(: i feel Great today and definitely think it was the fear in the bad trip that was lingering and causing me to feel fear. So i Recommend maybe laying off pot if you can exercise , Stay Positive, Ask Your higher power for Guidance and once your "ready' take that trip again how you were suppose to take it and you'll be back where you were before bad trip. Last night when i finished shrooming first thing i said was thank you God and i have to tell my Fam that's going thru this that you will be ok , you are ok , Shrooms are good , we just have to respect them. Love Yall
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