on the pill 4.8 years and now it's been 11 months off. Now I'm 85% cured, while in the first months off I was 10%. Scary! I've had ALL the symptoms. You name it, I had.
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4.8 years is much longer.... I am now 3 months off bc but don't see any improvements . How Many months did it take for you to see any improvements??even if i see a litle bit improvements,then it Will give me some hope.but i don't have any.
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It took me at least 6 months to see improvements. The first 3-4 months were the hardest. If you have been really ill because of the pill, do not expect to be fine in just 6 months. It took some women even 3 years to fully recover. The pill destoys the body's homeostatis completely.
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Hmmm... I am So scared that this Will never get over.i have thoughts like it is better to die than live like this everyday. Did you also have these kind of symptoms? I have never thought of ending life ever.it scared me So much. Doom feeling,chest heaviness etc begins THE moment i open My eyes in THE morning.
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Hellwithbc is THE Same person as THE guest above.it's me.only Sometimes i forget to log in :--))
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Yes, I hace had all the symptoms you mention. And not just me, but hundreds of women have. The doom feeling, like something really bad is going to happen, is particularly hormonal. I think it's due to a sudden drop of estrogen. Bear in mind that your pituary gland (which is the gland that tells your overies to make hormones) is now lost, because for X months or X years (4.8 in my case) our bodies were pumped with an HIGH and UNNATURAL dose of fake hormones. So your estrogen and progesteron levels are now very very low. My progesterone, for the first 2-4 months, was actually ZERO!! I know it's hard, but you must trust me: if I'm feeling better, you will too! As soon as your hormones start working again, you'll come out of this situation. THe important thing is to avoid antidepressant, to take good multivitamin and to REST. I dropped out of university because of the pill, but it's fine. I could'nt have done otherwise. You nedd TIME for you body to start living again. I don't know how else to express this, bt the pill does POISON the body so much so that heavy drugs appear to be safer than it!
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I have constant this Sad feeling in me. If someone talks to me,i feel irritated from inside.
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I already told you that mine started as well while on the pill. Every form of depression is nothing else than the manifestation of something really wrong in your body. It's clear that your body didn't tolerate the HUGE amount of fake hormones in your body.
Anyhow, stop ruminating about the "when" the depression started: it's doesn't matter. What matters is that it 100% due to the pill. Once your bodyunderstands that the threath (=the pill) is out for good, you'll come back to be who you were.
Don't let anyone convince you that you're ddepressed for whatever reason: your depressed is 110& hormonal and doesn't need some antidepressant or conceling to go away. It will naturally go away with time, like mine did. I've felt depressed for at least 6 months and I didn't go out of home for 4!
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Thanks soooo much. You are really a great support.i am going out and doing everything. But i feel Sad from inside. My period is within 3-4 days. Sometimes,i am talking to My friend and then this strange irritation feeling from inside.
I don't know When it Will stop and that makes me feel scared. And then THE anxiety thought that this Will never end.
You are really Nice to reply to me each time.
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Ps: i forgot to add the most important thing: my depression has 90% gone away! it started lifting about 2 months ago
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Ok. Strange is that i had more anxiety after My KID was Born. Always feeling that i am going to die and afraid that something is happenings to me.But this time is really depression. Always Sad and down feeling.I don't feel So anxious .
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Also if i see THE news and hear that somebody has done suïcide because he had depression. I get very scared. Though i never reated to such things earlier. Did you also had these kind of symptoms?
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of course, it's all anxiety/depression related and it will go away with time, although I can't/don't want to watch the news still. Also, from what you say, it appears that you have suffered from post partum depression after your child's birth. So I highly advice you to take multivitamins as soon as you can: both pregnancies and the pill depletes the body of vitamins and if want your mood to stay up you NEED thr vitamins of group B.
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