Can you live drug free when your in severe chronic pain? I mean, it seems my family, and my dr. seem to want me off opiates..but even on them my pain levels are 8,9,10/10. its hard to concentrate on anything very long. but i hate it dictating my life, and i think it may have changed my personality...certainly the illness has. i think about myself all the time! I can't go past a mirror without looking in it..i don't think its vanity as i dont even feel attractive anymore, its more shock at aging!`lol!
i am very curious about this..has anyone tried it and is still happy! As it is, i dont have a social life, etc., but part of my illness is extreme fatigue 24/7
pinkrainbo<3
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Jackray i admire that you created a world drug-dree. I too think my personality, hopes and dreams have changed dramatically..i feel angry a lot of the time. The only thing, is i would like to hear from someone with horrific pain levels 24/7..i too had been on short-acting pain meds("which did actually give some euphoria, unlike the opiates for me), and believe i wasn't 'locked in' to them(could have got off them), but didn't want to. But i didn't really understand how bad, how deep, pain could be..i find it hard to think about little else, can't read(a passion i loved). I would like to hear from someone like me..who has lived in high level pain for 23 years. The possible choice at this point, is to wean me off oxyneon and get me addicted to methadone, which i don't know much about, except that with severe pain you have to keep upping the dose again. I honestly feel like its more humaine to live these last years with some pain reducer.
Please don't misunderstand, i think what you achieved is amazing, i should have specified that i was particularly interested in people on high doses of ocytonin/oxyneo..whether they decided to live with it, or medicate it. i understand your back pain was extreme. i also am not sure i could do that withdrawl again, 2 weeks was bad enough from oxycontin, but this oxneo is a mean $#%..took 2 months, then another month even after i was returned to my original dosage. It didn't help that the pain clinic dr. knew nothing about withdrawl, and really doesn't know what to do with me!
thankyou
pinkrainbow
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