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I was wondering if anyone has tried a rehab type program or another holistic detox program? Perhaps I'm in denial, but I'd like to think that my weight is due to working out regularly and attempting to be as healthy as possible with my dietary choices. However, I have horrible withdrawal symptoms that make me gain more weight than I would normally... prior to developing a high tolerance and dependency on the drug. Also, I do identify with many of the same problems as the other posters. I found that most of my problems happened when my dose was too high or I was abusing the dose that I was prescribed. I have been on 60 mg of XR for about three years now and I have been on adderall consistently for about 8-9 years. I'm 26 years old, currently. I don't feel most of the terrible "irritability" symptoms that I used to feel when I was first prescribed, but there are definitely times when I feel lonely and I've realized that a lot of my burnt bridges were due to my prior abuse. Right now, I'm bartending full-time and I'm trying to go back to school. I'm pretty introverted when I'm not at work, but I'm definitely able to be friendly and gregarious around strangers etc. After reading some of the other posts, I'm a bit concerned that I'm still isolating because of the drug and not because I'm shy and sick of constantly being cheerful and empathetic to hundreds of ridiculous random humans and shallow acquaintances to pay for school. The irony is that it doesn't help with my concentration or weight loss anymore. After being on it for so long, the good/bad/in-between side-effects have mostly vanished. I'm worried about my hair and nails quite a bit, still. Some of it has to do with getting older, naturally, but the adderall certainly doesn't help. I have surprisingly nice skin for someone with my habits, but I'm not keen on accelerating any signs of aging. I'm mostly worried about traveling and having more freedom of movement. I get really stressed every month because the withdrawal can throw me off...even if it's just one day. Also, I can't stay on my parents health insurance anymore (26 years old. woo.) and my living expenses are really high without having to pay an extra 300 dollars a month to fill my prescription. I refuse to increase my dose anymore, despite the medication no longer being effective. I feel totally adhd, again, and it's great. I'm just afraid of the withdrawal symptoms. They can be so bad, that I'll start abusing my prescription, again. I've tried a few times and it's a total nightmare. In every aspect of my life... especially socially. I feel like an addict because it's holding me back from true spontaneity. I want to be able to run off and travel on a whim with a romantic partner and it's always thoughts of my medication that hold me back. I hate the stress of refilling every month and shelling out so much money. I can't run away and live in a romantic exotic country with some dreamy guy because I don't know how to get adderall in (costa rica, paris, etc. etc.) ... I'm worried about gaining weight at first, but I'm more worried about having adderall be my ball and chain forever. I went to this forum because I'm thinking about taking a semester off and using my bartending money to check myself into some holistic rehab type situation to avoid all the social, academic, work pitfalls etc. in the privacy of some sauna in the desert. Think Jesse Pinkman from Breaking Bad...right? Perhaps doing a proper rehab or in-patient detox program could help with all the issues we are so afraid of? Ugh! I want to get off adderall, too, and my heart goes out to everyone that is struggling so hard with it. Also, if you have any experience with a rehab program, please message me! Best! ^_^
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What outward bound trip dos you do? How long was it ? Did it help? I'm trying desperately to quit Adderall but I've gained so much weight and I want some kind of a Bootcamp program to help work off all this e tea weight I s gained.
Help wanted !! Thanks.
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Point being- I haven't experienced any bad side effects. I'm 5'9 and still don't eat much and still am thin. I like food when I want it and when I don't I don't eat. I work out daily and way better now that I'm not high or hung over always. I would use it to drink like a demon and of course stay up when necessary and also to fly at work. My life did not ever get better on it. It got way worse. It intensified everything and I became a faster, more aggressive version of the nice me I used to be. I'm finally more me again. sure I have ADD but I can deal with that- and doesn't matter - I have other medicine that is not a stimulant amphetamine to help and in other areas. So with that- I say, do what you feel but know you won't gain weight if you eat healthy and do cardio or intermittent fast and know you want to stay thin and be awesome. Just be who you want to be.
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To those who are going through the withdrawal process currently, keep going! I promise you will eventually return to yourself.
The first week was the hardest for me, and my advice would be to sleep and eat as much as you please. I slept about 12-15 hours per night during week one, and gained about 5 pounds the first week. Headaches were insane, I had the worst mood swings, constipation, and drug cravings. My body and bones also ached like I had just worked out, but I truthfully laid in bed most days and did nothing.
After the first week, I started to feel like myself again and began working out, doing daily activities, etc. My appetite returned to normal along with my sleep schedule, and the headaches started to go away. I also started to do hot yoga, which helped me feel good both mentally and physically.
I have now been off adderall for a month, and I feel great. Not only am I happier, I look at the world in a completely different way than I have been for the past two years. As for my weight, I've actually lost 7 pounds since initially going off the drug because I have been eating healthy and working out 5-6 times per week. I haven't had any drug cravings, and I never really crave bad food anymore either.
In sum, I want you all to know that adderall does not define your weight - YOU DO! Don't let weight gain be a reason to stop taking the drug. You will eventually return to feeling like yourself.
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I like most of the women here am very focused on my weight, and have struggled with an eating disorder most of my life. At this point, I know I don't really need this medication to function, just like that it helps me maintain my weight. However the past few months sleeping has been a nightmare, and having to take sleeping pills makes me feel like a zombie the next day, and I struggle to function at work. I'm just really ready to close this adderall chapter of my life, and just live a normal life like everyone else, even if that means struggling with my weight, but really most unmedicated women have to workout and eat healthy to maintain their weight. I just want to know what my true self is like, no pills, no sleep deprivation, just me! This will be a struggle be adderall has been my crutch for so long, it's so scary, but very exciting too. God please give me the strength!!
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I got off Adderall last January because I started having very serious heart problems. Now I have a defibrillator that frequently shocks me. I know taking Adderall for 10 years couldn't have helped. A heart transplant is the conversation my doctors are currently having with me. Oddly the thing I'm most depressed about is the 15 pounds I've gained. I'm trying so hard to get it off and I just don't know what to do.
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Hi!!! I really like you and relate to you. I am going through exactly what you did. I would love to exchange emails. I'll share my story and struggles with you there. :)
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