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Hello desperate girl,
I'm telling you this from personal experience - you are now in constant chaos and rush to get the pills, hide all the evidence you are taking them and you constantly go around and deal with people hiding your big secret. You're an addict; you know that as well as I do. The chaos I was taking about has to escalate at one point, someone will notice your painkiller use or you'll have to take responsibility yourself and admit, first to yourself, than to those closest to you that you have this problem and that you need all the help you can get. The longer you stay in this chaotic double-secret life, you'll feel more guilt and self-punishment, so all my wishes go to you hoping you'll find the strength to get help because this is no way to live your life fully,
Nicole
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