I am so upset after going through heck with hemmroidectomy I could not pass BM w/o standing up. Well a week after surgery I felt a horrible ripping pain and then spasms. I now have a hard lump on my left region. Is this a hemmroid again? OMG I hope not is there any other treatment other than another surgery to get rid of this. It is so depressing going through so much and now this? :-(