hi i need some answers,i have been in and out of a mental health ward for 6 months now, im at home now but i am confused .they first told me that i was depressed,then moved on to personality desorder,now they have stoped all my medacation,sleeping tabelts,diasapan and anti depressent tabelts ,i feel in a dream world,fuzzy,hate going out because i cant fit in anymore ,i wake up low and then im high.the doctors think im drinking but im not,i wish i was because at least i could have an answer to this behaviour patern i am despare and have suisidle actions as i see no other way out every day i wake i hope i have returned but i soon learn that i havent and reality seems to be getting furher away. :-| :'( :-D >;)