Okay, lately( as in the past few months) I have been unable to remember anything and I have lost basically all control of my emotions and how I express them. Yesterday I got randomly got mad and attacked my friend on accident. I constantly feel like this is all a never ending dream, and that everything I have done was all a lie. But then I will randomly be "shocked" back into "reality" and I will have like a massive headache. That's another thing, I have been having MANY headaches lately, like 4 everyday and they hurt really bad. Whenever I have a moment where everything is perfectly fine, there is always this other me talking to me in my head. Constantly reminding me of all the bad stuff, and just like that the whole entire cycle repeats. This is scaring me, and some of my friends ,whom I have attacked on occasion, are becoming wary and scared to be around me. Please help me figure out what to do. I hate feeling like I'm a guest in my own body! (Btw I am a 13 year old girl)