It was 2009 wen ma parents decided il go study in johannesburg.i rememba ma mum was freakd owt n askd ma dad 2decipline mi but ma dad jas had a chat wth mi den afta few days he kold mi jas 2chat but dat simd more dan a chat he started touching mi da way i ddnt andastand but i never spoke 2anyone abt it,den i ended up in jozi but was he was dng he ddnt jas give up he continued dng it n i was 16 by den.he was forcing 2slip wth mi even if i cry it ddnt mater 2mi n i ddnt knw wt 2do cuz mi n ma mum we ddnt have a gwd relationship da thot of dat she nt gna trust m!he usualy beated ma mum for anythng wrong she did ,even myself a lil mistake he wud beatt mi dan he wud apologise after.end of 2012 i cudnt take it anymore cuz ma dad was treating mi lyk im hiz girlfrend he controled mo in evrything he even chuses for mi hu 2date den i decided 2tel a vry close frend of myn.den ma younger brother askd mi y mi alwys not hapy in da house but im hapy wen im wth ma frends i jas sad dnt wory il tel u wel i endd up teling him n he sad u shud tel mom i sad no i cant! il tel her sista so 2tok ther cuz she hardcore even her she alwys showtd at mi 4 reason den i told ma cuzn n ma boyfrend den ma mum told mi hes not ma dad n ma mums family ended up knowing al of em but dey cant go tyda police cuz i have sibibling n ma mum doesnt earn dat much income 2suport her children individualy .n dey cant tel ma bilogical dad cuz he myt jas luse control but nw its lyk i askd 4dis hole thing,dey blaming mi 4wt hapned dey cy i liked wt he did 2mi so dts y i never spoke abwt it. Da problem is dat i never had a gwd realationship wth ma mum so we culdnt share anythng so help
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