Also, you have to know that if they attack you with a knife, they may even carry a gun, and since its a group of persons, you may not be able to defend yourself.... Talk to any relative about this.... %-)
Don't be afraid, you need to protect yourself.
You can get an order of protection from the Courts and if any of them named in the order comes within feet of you, you can bring charges. Have the order in place while you take it further. By further, i mean bring some serious legal action against them.
You seriously must think about doing something now. This could and probably will affect you in the future. If you need any help with anything else, please bring your concerns here and we will really try to help you.
You've got some excellent advice above.
I would add that if you feel better speaking with a school counselor, do that, but do not delay. You may be 19, and you may be out of school, but you can still talk to your teachers. They have a responsibility to help you develop into an adult, and it is obvious that this has affected you.
It will continue to affect you until to bring it to the attention of the authorities.
Don't wait. Tell someone you trust and get ready to tell details to the policewoman.
Not only can you bring charges for rape, but you can also add attempted murder, harrassement, stalking and death threats, which tells me that this person/people will be looking at some jail time.
You are not 11 anymore. You are an adult and you must act like one. You can not spend the rest of your life looking over your shoulder. Swallow your fear and open your mouth.
As i told you in an earlier post, get an order of protection, that is the first step toward saveing your life. While the order is in force, proceed further. Take it all the way back to when it began. Honestly, you should have taken care of this before you reached the age of consent, now it will be harder for your parents to interject on your behalf. As soon as you turned 18, mom/dad can't really hold your hand any more in the eyes of the law.
Sit your parents down and spill it. They will probably be upset with you because you did not bring it to their attention years ago. But that's then, this is now, and if it keeps up you may not have a tomorrow.
if i tell her what happened in detail she might hate me and think i didnt try hard enough to get away or not want to be around.
she got in contact with our local community wordens who contacted the police for me. they arranged a meeting and the worden stayed with me for support but we sat there waiting but they didnt come to take my ststement.
i feel so alone and i cant be straight with anyone incase i upset them and the police dont want to know cas they dont turn up and dont even call to let u now they are not coming. what can i do i just feel like all i am doing is going round in circles. HELP please!!!
Go to the Majestrate and file an order of protection. This will be helpful in guaranteeing your safety. Go to the Police Station and just sit there if you have to until some kind of statement is taken.
I don't know what else to tell you at this point. You were given several options, but you are afraid to say something. You must give names of these people. These names will appear on the order of protection. If they approach you in any way shape or form, the order goes into swing and they can and will be arrested.
There is now a threat on your life, this is a big deal and a police matter.
If you have been trying to resolve this for years, something just doesn't seem right to me. Is there something else going on that hinders you from fixing it?
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so i dont know what to do because the police are not doing anything they have let me down 3 time when they have ment to come and take a statement i just feel like they dont care!!
and is it going to be worth it as there is no evidence so it will be my word against his all the way!! what do u think?
It is your right to see your Majestrate like i told you before. Get an ORDER OF PROTECTION. They will take a complete statement from you and when you are finished you will go before the judge or majestrate. He will read your statement and discuss it with you right there. Then he will determine whether or not it calls for an order of protection. Now, if his eyes are in propper working order and is mind is functioning as it should, i see no reason why he would deny you an order.
The police are not going to follow you around 24/7, you do know that, right? Take it into your own hands and show these dirty sob's that you are in control now and that you will not fall prey to their disgusting tactics.
Of course mom/dad asked a lot of questions and it's normal that you may have gotten angry with them, but they obviously don't understand. You know how you feel, they must know as well, they are human after all.
I hate to say this and i do not mean to sound like some kind of a smart a**, but you have to be in control of this from here on in. There is absolutly nothing else that anyone can say to you anymore. Either finish what these pervs had started, or forget about it all together, there is nothing else to say about this that you haven't already heard.
I have to tell you, I was attacked when I was about 8-10 years old. It WAS a friend of my brothers. He didnt believe me either. YOU STILL, for your own beginnings and healing, must strive to tell someone and stand and not fear. HE is with you, I promise. I would also suggest getting into a SERIOUS BUTT KICKING KARATE/MARTIAL ARTS program, I am sure they offer them for womens defense.
You CANNOT let this go and expect for the nightmare to stop. You might go through some "rough waters" but you MUST KNOW that this will not tear you apart, it will only strengthen you !!!
i have noticed my scares are mor noticable latley aswell.