Is it normal

I know a lot of girls that feel this way.  I consider myself bisexual, but that comes to sex.  As far as a relationship, I would rather a guy.  I don't think I would marry a girl.  I want the traditional marriage to a guy with a family, but I love sex with girls.  It was tough to comprehend at first, but I'm learning to live with it.   I have several friends that are really turned on by other women but they are disgusted at the thought of actually acting on it.  Then I have friends that can have meaningless, unattached sex with a woman and go home to her loving husband.  So what are you afraid of?  If you want to talk more, private message me and we'll kik or something.