I'm 19, So about 2 years ago I was a occasional smoker of weed , then I hung with some friends who were much bigger smokers than I , I smoked the whole day then I had three huge bong rips , I never did them before and felt like I was having a stroke and a blood vessel in my head was going to explode. I quit and did it periodically for the next two years until I quit it entirely after a horrific attack where I thought I was dying completely slowed reaction time numbness can't control thoughts. I still don't feel normal sober after 6 months and I can't even hang with friends or do normal things without side effects, I can't even ejaculate without having shooting nerve pain in my neck and head or listen to music. It's torture I worry I'll be like this permanently and i don't want to live like this. If I had even an inkling of information that mj could possibly do this I would never have touched it. Thank you for reading this if you have any advice id appreciate it.