my vagina was tucked in until i started playing with myself it became permanently loose

i secretly started playing with myself at the age of 10 (i know way too young) before i started my vagina was neatly tucked in and was what i called "normal" at first when i was playing with myself my inner labia flaps would become loose and hang out but just for the time i was playing with myself a few minutes later it would become tucked in again i thought it was just going to keep doing that but a couple months later i was playing with myself and hours later my inner labia flaps were still hanging out i was worried but couldn't tell anyone my mother is very religious and is a Muslim and has only had sex the right way and if she found out i was playing with my self at the age of 10 she would do something bad to me i never went to a check up at the hospital because i was too embarrassed and now i'm 12 and still wont go to the doctor for a check up and regret the day i started playing with myself but now i have stopped but my inner labia still is loose and more than anything now i want i tucked in like before so pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeese HELP