Pnaic! Worried about my legs!

ok well it might be lime desease you should go to a walk in clinic or ur doctor and get it checked out. that is seriously unnormal. maybe the doctor can give you meds but i wouldnt even walk on them very much until you know what it is. another thing it could be is multaple-schloriosis in ur legs. and if it is i would deffinately go it checked out because that would deffinately NOT be good. or it could be just something small but you always have to expect the non expected so go in get it checked out and see if theres a cure for it but i would just say until then get some rest and worry about ur health first good luck. keep me posted.

Hm, thanks for the reply. feeling under the weather. woke this morning, feel like half a person, feeling low as my essays are pending and I cant do them. The system has totalyl changed, and my dyslexia shines out now. Dont know what to do. Dont want to give up but feel like its the only way.

Him. hes mean and horrible to me, and i cant even cry about it.

My hair is falling out in big clumps, and my face is swollen!

Im thinking about deferring my course ( if I can) so that I can get some piece from this.otherwise ill end up drinking more and be dead before the year is out.

I just feel thick. Unattractive. Fat. Thick, thick thick and dissapointed.

My right leg is still bad, and foot numbness, and thinking its the cold weather combined with the ccentral hatring causing the disturbance. I dont know. Sinuses are a bit better.
Step dad gone to goes to hospital today, worried!
Sometimes, I think, im so lucky, and other times I think, I just shouldnt be here. I dont fit. Im too thick . Cant get a job ( that reminds me, I had anightmare last night.I never turned up for work as Id gone on holiday mode and genuinely had forgotten to go-I then got the sack!)

Anyway, dads coming over today, to take the girls out and let me get on with some work. I just dont fel like it. In fact I thick im going to be sick.

hey ur welcome. dont give up on life though something bright can shine through. try and get a new dr thats what i would do i cant stand my dr. go to the hospital and ask them for a list of drs who are excepting patients. trust me i tried killing myself too many times and its not worth it i can guarantee you. looks dont mean anything its the personality that counts. i had so much c**p happen to me that you probably dont wanna hear about but ill tell you this. i get asked everyday why i didnt kill myself and the truth is that i did try. i dont do it now because i believe that something is good may happen i just had a miscarriage the other day ago and thats really painful to lose a child but i had SO much other stuff happen too that i wouldnt be able to talk about without getting in an emotional wreck. i bet you ur really beautiful, and this pain might just be temporary, like i said im just preparing you for the worst but i didnt mean that it was gonna be the worst. just think about how much ur family will miss you and everything. i dont know you from adam but it would be a tradegy if you did something you might have regretted in the future
i wish you luck
please take my advice..

cya later good luck to ya WRITE me BACK PLEASE!!!!!

Thanks again Bulldogchic. Sorry too hear about your hard times. I think, sometimes I just sit outside on my step and see n o absoloutley no escape, other times, I remeber the person who I am, the laugh, muck up student that I am. my children are beatiful.

Im not well today. Whether I am coming down with something or I am making my body come down with something-I dont know. my throats agony, my legs are all sore and Im only going to eat sweete.

My dr is a good dr.( hes put up with me for a long time!)

anyway, Bulldogchic, hope you are allright, and yeah , I think if you stop completely , you spin in a right cylce down the way. I think the best way is to chip at bits until something good happens(if something good happens) I forgot to take my medication this morning. Do I just take it now or skip a day?

This is really strange! I dont feel sick sick or anything-I dont feel depressed, anxious or any of those tings. my body just aches all over, so much that I cant move much. Keep going back to bed as it hurts-aches-weird!Its just dawned on me what Ive to do to my essay. had I sussed it outthis time 2 weeks ago, I would have been fine. But no no, me being me(doh!)Just so slow on the uptake. Nope going back to bed. realy dont fel right!

hey u should actually skip a day because it will mess your schedule up on taking ur pills. sorry i got back to you so late i was just pretty busy today. i thought you ment ur dr was mean to me. who is it that is mean to you if you dont mind me asking? ur children are beautiful because they get it from ur genetics. yah im taking it pretty hard but i think ill be ok. im just worried about you right now. take warm baths to loosen up ur muscles a little bit. well ur health is the most important thing. keep resting cya

Hi Bulldog chi-Im confused! Are you saying I should skip a day off my pills?

Was feeling low at work today-then felt really bloody selfish. Just ate a toffee and my filling has come out my baby tooth

Im feeling really anxious about my coursework.its as though ive built a big wall up to try and sort it out. i keep putting them off as in my head Im saying Im too thick!

NO! My ex but he doesnt seem to think hes my ex. hes just weiord to me. mean and everything!