puberty

Hey. Listen, how old are you? You presumably never practiced puberty sex, have you? Masturbation is quite normal and general need. So, that's nothing to be ashamed of. Also, you being turned on on those things you are saying don't have nothing to do with the fact that you are a virgin, so those two things are completely unrelated and you shouldn't make that kinds of connections whatsoever. Also, that is all about you, nothing related to the fact that you still haven't had a boy in that sense. It represents a kind of fetish, so it's all fine. Don't worry.

:-D well you enjoy having someone maybe your age 8-| watching you masturbate XD and you like the attention you are getting and it can lead to majior problems with sex unles you realy like doing it in front of others :$ its up to you if you want people to watch you ..

puberty can do strange things and when erections gett worse and sexual urges are asking for attention you have to take care of it but try and do it on your own or just with a close friend and ask questions after about what you did and this might pass in a few months 8) so do what you think is best ;-) .. leave a message if you want to talk more about it. :-P