Hi, I started mmt in May of 2007 after a number of years with oxycontin followed by approximately a year of MS Contin. I was at the clinic for about three months and was at a dose of 170/day(mehtadose). I started to come down at the rate of 10 mg per week until I hit 20 at which point I tapered to 2.5mg weekly decreases. I'm now at 2.5 and not feeling so swift all of a sudden. Counselors told me I should be able to just walk from it at that low of a dose but few of them have ever been in the monkey house and don't know what its about. I'm not one to fall for phsycological bs because when I'm sick I am and when I'm not I'm okay. Am I headed for some rough time here after doing what I thought was so good? Will it be easier since the last doses were so small? I did gain lots of weight since Xmas(about 50lbs). Is that ever going to go away or am I stuck with another souvineer from the opiate world. I am do to travel overseas in a couple of weeks. Will I be okay? There is no getting out of the travel.