ok so everyone can laugh at me and get it over with but i am 25 years old female and i just had my very first orgasm (i think? my legs twitched annoyingly and i felt like i had to pee and it was kinda throbby down there in front) in fact i have never really ever masturbated in my life until now, and i did it randomly and completely out of boredom just sitting in my chair!!!? i have never had sex or been interested in it and i have never had urges to masturbate i guess i just never get turned on? anyway.........
so i just did this and i really really disliked everything about it, as soon as i lost control of my legs i kinda just wanted to stop but i kept going out of curiosity then that orgasm i guess happened and i just felt physically gross. i have no issue with it morally and believe it is perfectly normal for people so its not a guilt thing i just literally hated the feeling.. girls say its supposed to feel amazing and it just kind of made me feel sick and irritated. my legs are even a little sore from the twitching i just got nothing good out of this and kinda wish i never did it and have no desire to do it again.
this isnt sexual dysfunction right?? because im able to orgasm i just really hate it. am i "asexual" or osmething?
i mostly just want to know why people enjoy this and why i feel so physically ill and annoyed by it??? thats not normal, obviously... what is wrong with me??
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