Hi, im a male and im only in the 9th grade, i have a problem that i can't explain and i just don't know what to do. All day everyday i think about murdering people. i have flashes of anger for no reason and i feel as though i need to kill people but then i flash back to being happy. i cry for no reason . i feel that no one notices anything not my dad my mom or my sister. Everyone thinks im just a normal healthy boy but
i think i have something wrong with myself mentally and physically. physically i have one testicle and it makes me feel like i will never have children or a girl friend or anyone in my life. i don't really think i serve a purpose in life what so ever. i don't know what to do.