It's been four days cold turkey with no meds or telling anybody. I think I've had it pretty easy compared to most people on here. And its better for me than it was some of the other times I've tried.

I've had a little fuzziness in my head, no sweats or anxiety attacks. The thing is I'm really grumpy and tired. I've been going to bed at 9pm and getting up 7am because I tired. I want to sleep in the day but can't because of work.
Also, I incredibly bored. Doing anything without a drink is boring. I used to be able to sit for hours doing nothing but drinking and smoking and have great time, now, everything just seems dull and uninspiring.
I haven't told my girlfriend about quitting drinking just in case I start again but she must notice how grumpy I am.
I don't why I posted this, I think just needed to connect with someone.