IM A 23YR OLD, WHITE FEMALE, FROM HOUSTON. I AM ALSO A NURSE. IM HERE JUST TO SHARE AND MAYBE ENLIGHTEN A FEW. I HAD BEEN ON XANEX SINCE I WAS 17, OF COURSE NOT LEGALLY. I TRIED TO 'STOP' MY FIRST TIME, OR ATLEAST SLOW DOWN, BACK IN 2007 AND HAD ATLEAST 15 SEIZURES. I HAVE RELAPSED NUMEROUS TIMES AND THE SAME OUTCOME HAS HAPPENED. NOTHING I AM PROUD OF, AND I CAN SAY I AM CLEAN NOW. IVE HAD WELL OVER 100 SEIZURES IN THE PAST 2 AND HALF YRS. I KNOW ONCE YOU HAVE HAD A SEIZURE, THERE IS ALWAYS THAT CHANCE YOU COULD HAVE ANOTHER. ALTHOUGH THE DOCTORS HAVE TOLD AS LONG AS I STAY AWAY FROM THE DAMN PILLS, ILL BE OK. WELL JUST A QUESTION, IS THERE A CHANCE (SOME TIME OR ANOTHER) THAT I COULD START TO SEIZE OUT OF NO WHERE??? SOMEONE ONCE TOLD ME TO STAY AWAY FROM 'TRIGGERS' AND I SHOULD BE FINE. DUE TO MY SITUATION, THERE REALLY ISNT A 'TRIGGER'.. ALTHOUGH I HAVE ONLY BEEN AT HOME, SOMEWHERE, OR IN THE RESTROOM WHEN I HAVE HAD THEM ALL. IM HERE ASKING BC I DONT WANT TO ASK A CO-WORKER OR FRIEND, FOR THE SIMPLE FACT I DONT LIKE OR WANT PEOPLE IN MY BUSINESS. I'D JUST LIKE TO KNOW IF I COULD STILL SEIZE SOMETIME, EVEN THOUGH I AM CLEAN NOW?