I am happy to read all the different comments and replays because it shows me that all are different and honetly our minds are the biggest part of this and how we chose to think about it I believe.. I have thought about how I am feeling it going to feel only a few times and when I do I feel like I'm manifesting the symptoms people talk about.. So I have kept myself busy as heck I am refusing to believe that I am going let my mind be the biggest part of why I feel ill.. If my wife could think positive about her cancer and believe with everything inside that it would go away and I did then I can handle this the same way. Not that it is anywhere near the saverity of cancer.. I been on subs for 5 months and they started me way to high so I did what I wasn't supposed to and snuck two of the three 8mg out in the beginning and just had one for 3.5 months then I would take them all out and cut them at home and went to 4mg 2 weeks and the 2mg and then off and 36 hours later I'm 100% ok beside the odd mind slip when I think I'm not.. It can be hell if you believe it will be or be an optimist and yes you will probably and I will probably have natural issues but keep your minds strong and either do and be a winner or keep on the deatructive path addiction offeres.. I maybe be a lot different as I tried Oxi 80 x5 for 4 months no clue why perhaps I was depressed about certain things then went on subs and maybe should have fought the 1week withdraw versus what I read about this but I chose to not believe it will be as bad as it would be if I made it horrendous in my head..