Am i really a lesbian?
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People have been saying im very in-denial of my sexuality. And maybe its just all fear. So ive been Constantly asking for advice and talking to other lesbians but they all keep saying im really gay. So ive had boyfriends,had crushes on them,even had sex a few times but i hated it. It felt so nasty and uncomfortable. And when i kiss a guy its just a boring kiss like i feel nothing. And i always liked guys and girls but ive never called a guy sexy before because nothing on a guy turns me on and i hate penis. I was watching a video of my ex-crush stripping and it turned me off and i was kind of disgusted. Guys body parts aren't attractive to me. Anyways with girls i love every single thing about them. I ALWAYS fantasy about girls,getting married,having sex etc and i love it. I always stare at girls and everything on a girl turns me on. I can see myself in relationships with a girl and actually ive have been in relationships with them and had sex and i loved it. I can look at a guy and say hes cute,i mean if someone is cute their cute lol but nothing more and nothing less. I love lesbian porn,i always masturbate to it and i fantasy about a girl while i do it. Lol but i love the beauty of a women and i get butterflies and get kind of shy around them also. Im just trying to make sure if im really a lesbian or not but if i am,then i think that would be true. If you think im bi then i think thats not true. Idk but im not into guys in that way. No i dont hate men,i love having male friends but nothing more. I just dont like them like that. With females i feel alot more with them . So what do you think? (:
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