Hello all, it is now day 4 off of the suboxone and I must say that I don't feel too bad. The worst part for me is not being able to sleep. I really couldnt sleep last night and this is AFTER I took xanax and neurontin. When I did fall asleep I had a really strange dream..but I dont remember it now. Tomorrow is my birthday. I know it sounds weird but part of me quitting these devil pills was one of my birthday presents to myself. I got so scared reading alot of the posts on here from other people suboxone withdrawal stories...so as I said before..I prepared for it. I downdosed very slowly going down 1mg every two weeks. I quit a little earlier than I should have but my body was telling me it was time...and it was. My boyfriend flushed the pills so I couldnt be tempted to take more...because despite what the doctors say, suboxone IS addictive. Let me say that now that the subs are finally out of my system I can think clearer and already my sex life has come back. I know that's gross to post but it's true, lol. My legs are cramping me today but it's manageable with advil liquidgels. I have also given myself activities to do today to keep my mind from "just sitting" so I don't start panicking. I have heard day 4 is supposed to suck, but so far it's ok. I hope this gives some of you guys hope. It's NOT THAT BAD!!! Just downdose slowly and properly. Let your brains adjust. Day 5 to come...