day 4 opiate withdrawl 26 weeks pregnant

Hey everyone I'm new to this sight just looking for some support during one of the roughest times of my life..here we go. As long as I can remember I have always suffered from terrible back aches. I'm 26 so about 3 years ago after I had my daughter I finally went to a doctor and he prescribed me 90 tramadol 90 methocarbamol and 90 10/325 vics.. I was oblivious all I knew is I finally felt relief. Here I am 3 years later and sick of the meds sick of myself. I'm 26 weeks pregnant (very healthy baby). I'm now prescribed 90 5/325 lortabs a month by my back doctor. I have spinal stenosis a bulging disk and degenerative disk disease. My pain is legit days I can't walk.. but now I need my meds to just feel "normal". I'm on day 4 of going cold Turkey BC I'm sick of the cycle. I refuse for my baby to be born with it in her system. I refuse to be a pawn to my dependencies. I'm mad I got here. Mad about getting here. Mad about being in denial. Yes the pain is bad but the outcome will be worth it right? . My obgyn knows I was on them. My question is when will I completely start feeling better? I was taking 5-8 5/325 a day and like I said I'm on day 4 completely clean no tramadol nothing (hate that drug even worse ugh) some support and encouragement is welcome