Hello, my name is Lindsey. I'm 18 years old and my bf is 23. Well one day when I was looking through my history to find something, I found a lot of porn that my bf had been watching... And he is very sneaky with his phone. The way he holds it while he is by me or just the way he acts.. Like he would be looking at things he wouldn't want me seeing.. But my thing is .. Is that it kinda upsets me in some ways... Knowing he is fantasizing about other girls , or that I'm not good enough or making feel like I had something I don't have . I don't really have big boobs at all... That kinda brings me down.. Knowing that he looks at girls with bigger boobs then mine. I'm very positive with my body and looks. I'm mean I'm not a negative girl... But this makes me like.. Feel down on myself for some reason and I feel he watches it a lot.. It's kinda like.. What am I here for you know ? Idk. I'm just wanting to ask. Is this normal ?
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As a guy I can understand him desiring someone else is a major problem, but he's having sex with you. He probably just needs to relive stress and it usually isn't easy asking for sex with most partners.
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