I am not going to write much because it appears no one has been on here since December 12...I am not bulemic or anorexic and never have been. Problem is I am 5'10 and weigh about 250. I was always "normal" weight until got addicted to pain meds and went on methadone. I went from 160 to 280 in less than a year. Due to physical problems(back, knees,) and devastating depression I am unable to run or even walk far. I have no insurance. I go to a free clinic for my health and emotional problems. I have adipex...makes me to jittery. So after months of thought, I want to lose weight the only way I can. Laxatives and bulemic. I have alot of questions that I have not found answers to on the Internet. I am looking for someone that would help me and answer my questions. There is alot more to the story but I am feeling like if I can't get some of this weight off I would rather not be here. It's not about being vain it's about my weight being the brunt of all family jokes. It hurts. Someone please help me. Thanks, Tina H.

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