IT HAS BEEN 24 HOURS WITHOUT DRINKING NOW FOUND MYSELF BINGE DRINKG FOR ABOUT A MONTH NOW SINCE I WAS LAID OFF FROM JOB SHAKY HANDS YESTERDAY COULD NOT EVEN OPEN MY FRONT DOOR GOT BACK IN MY CAR WENT TO STORE BOUGHT ANOTHER BOTTLE OF JACK DANIELS HAD TO SIT IN MY DRIVEWAY DRINKING WAITED ABOUT TWENTY MIN.BEFORE I COULD OPEN MY FRONT DOOR.BAD SCENE.TOLD MYSELF I WOULD ONLY DRINK ENOUGH TO STOP THE SHAKES I DID DID THAT I TOOK HALF OF THAT FIFTH TO STOP THE SHAKES.I WOKE UP AT 4:00 AM FREEZING DO DEATH WITH SHAKY HANDS SO COLD COULD NOT STOP SHAKING THOUGHT I HAD THE FLU BUT REMEMBERED I COULD'NT EVEN OPEN MY FRONT DOOR WITHOUT DRINKING HAVEN'T HAD A DRINK TODAY SHAKES STOPED SOME BUT M STILL COLD HAVE BEEN HAVING DRINKS AFTER WORK EVERYDAY FOR ABOUT TEN YEARS COUPLE BEERS COUPLE SHOT AND THEN HOME TO START DINNER. JUST NEVER REALIZED HOW BAD IT WAS UNTIL LAST NIGHT AND ALL DAY TODAY.IT IS NOW 11:00 PM CAN'T FALL ASLEEP BUT AM VERY TIRED THAT WHOLE TREMBLING THING AND TREMORS SCARED THE c**p OUT OF ME. HOPE I FEEL BETTER TOMMOROW GOING TO TRY MY BEST NOT TO DRINK AND FIND A SUPPORT GROUP DON'T THINK I CAN GO THRU ANOTHER DAY LIKE TODAY NAUSIA ,COLD,SHA :-( KING HEADACH,[/list]