So this is embarrassing because I think ,I broke my hymen while masturbation but I'm not sure if completely cause It appeared broken only from one side (down the right side) and there was no pain whats so ever ,I felt nothing different and there was like a very very very small amount of blood ,like hardly and it was veeeery light  ,so I just known this guy for 4 months and  I think he's perfect for me and Just what I was looking for ,and he knows I'm a virgin and he's not ,so I would just wanna know if it would still bleed some during my first time or if not how would he be sure if I am a virgin ,can that be by how tight it is or something ? please help me ,I'm so disgusted with myself right now. By the way ,I'm not afraid of him doubting ,I'm very sure of myself and I know what I did and what I didn't ,it's just he is very important for me and I really don't wanna lose because of it ,It's just I wanted it to give myself that way to him ,I'm just not sure It's possible anymore!