So this post will be a long one. So please have time to read this. I need help.

 

(April 12) Me and my boyfriend were fooling around. I don't want him to go inside me so I agreed to do the anal sex. When he's about to cum, I felt the sperm outside my anus. He ejaculated outside my anus! So I freaked out I ran to the bathroom 3 seconds later and cleaned myself. I told my boyfriend what happened and he was scared too of what will be the result. And we promised not to do it again.

 

So the next day (April 13) I became sad and depressed. I am thinking of me being pregnant. I was crying the whole day. So I researched about Anal sex and found out about emergency contraception.

 

The next 2 days (April 15) morning I bought ECP to the nearest drugstore. And took 4 pcs at 1:00PM and another 4 pcs 1:00AM (April 16). I felt the side effects of the pill. Nausea, dizziness and abdominal cramping. I also had a bad appetite. I don't eat much.

 

I felt fine. So I have to wait for the "withdrawal bleeding" and it came after 5 days (April 21) and it lasted for 3 days. It was not that light or heavy. It was like my normal period.

 

Waiting for my real menstruation for weeks. And I got worried and got depressed again. I think I'm pregnant and thinking it's the end of myself. Lol. After 7 days, I observed that my lower abdomen is bloating! I got nervous! Thinking I'm pregnant! So I researched and it said that I may having PMS (Pre-menstrual syndrome). I felt uncomfortable and worried (as always).

 

Today, it's been 30 days since I had my withdrawal bleeding. And my tummy is still bloating. My period didn't came yet and I'm feeling very worried! But I always convince myself that there is only a low possibility for me to get pregnant. But still it can't get out of my head!! Also, I'm noticing discharge. Yesterday it was watery and clear. And today it is paste like discharge (but small amount only) Am I pregnant? I really need answers right now for me to have a peace mind! :(

 

All answers are appreciated! :) Thank you!