it's been 8mos. after we've decided to do abortion. at first i was really scared. but we don't have a choice. my family will not accept it, same on his'. the problem is, i am thinking that it was not safe abortion, we bought medicine and i took it without consulting doctor. because abortion is illegal in our country.  until now i don't have any idea what's going on inside of me. i want to have a check up but i don't know where to go. maybe in some other country where abortion is legal? i'm really confused. my first question is, is there other option to know if i'm still healthy inside?second, can i have normal pregnancy? and a normal child in the future?lastly, where should i go to consult psychologically and physiologically?thanks for understanding..