I am 31 married with children I've been married unhappily at least 9 of the 13 years I've never stepped outside my marriage ever but 6 months ago I met a guy he's 19 I know young but he's aware that I'm married and I love him the feeling is mutual he's willing to wait until my children are older as a respect for what I have going on I have tried to leave him alone and he has tried also but it ends in tears for the both of us and never longer than a day or two idek what I'm doing I do love him and we haven't been intimate so the feeling goes beyond sexual attraction I can't get him out of my head and I honestly don't think I want to I want to be happy I've been unhappy for so long I'm glad I've found an forum that's not bashing us all weather older married kids etc life happens