3 years ago i started having problem with something feeling like i had some thing stuck in my throat. it has over ruled my life cause major anxiety and depression where i have many time wanted to end my own life as i always feel so uncomfortable. sometimes its not that bad but always there. i have been to ENT 3 times and on one of the occasions i was told my bone was sticking out but they couldnt do anything as an operation could paralyse me so i left feeling like no one could help me so i had 3 attempts at cognitive behavioural therapy to try and get over what was happening to me. it has been better but it i still have major problems. i now feel like my ulvea has become longer and more dangly and my throat feels really irritated. my tongue is constantly touching at the top of my throat cause when i relax my tongue and my ulvea is free from my tongue touching it, it feels uncomfortable and like i want to try and spit my own ulvea out. i have an appointment at ENT again 3 years later to ask for a ulvectomy but im scared for one they will turn me away leaving me alone and scared with no one to help again or i will have a ulvectomy but i could cause more problems if in the operation the back wall of my throat get scratched and scarred and causes me more problems..?? i have lost three jobs from this and i am usually an ambitious career minded girl but this has caused such bad depression and made my life fall to pieces.. if anyone can help it would be much much appreciated.. i dont know what else to do cause no one seems to be able to fix this so i can live normally again.