Well i used to feel real down alot at the age of 14 i put my blanket around my neck and just pulled....and then i seemed to get better and then it didn't one week ill be fine and the next i have these thoughts of just ripping everything from the shelf's just smashing glass all over the place... i feel extreme rage and i used to just start crying for no reason..just burst into tears when in bed and have no real reason for it. Id just like a second opinion before i seek help and i didn't want to talk to my family about it just yet