Okay,so I'm 14 and I've been dating my boyfriend for 6 months,and yes we've had sex. I don't regret it because I really do love him,not stupid kind of love,this is real,he's 2 years older&cares about me more than anyone else in the world. Anyway! We had sex several times the last 2 months,and it has ALWAYS been protected sex:) but this month I started my period it was very light,I mean there's barely any blood,its just slight bits&before when I woke up it was soaked threw my pants and everything! Now its only enough to fill abit of the pad up,I've had my period from last year and this is the first this has happened. *btw my boyfriend never cums in the condom 'just incase' like I said he cares about my health,but he has 2 or 3 times by mistake because I tell him to keep going but he does jerk off and cum after we finished and sometimes he would finger me,could it be possible the cum could stay on his hand and get me pregnant?' Please help me,I'm so scared,I actually want to kill myself!:( if I'm pregnant my llifes over.