I thought I was cleaning my colon and restoring my sketchy digestive health, but I am now taking many different lXATIVES AND ENEMAS AND SOMEHOW THE PROBLEM SEEMS WORSE. tHE MORE LAXATIVES AND ENEMAS i TAKE LATELY, THE MORE IT SEEMS AS IF I don't get everything out and as a result maybe paralysed my digestion or colon from now overuse. I know that i'm using too many laxatives. All the kinds every day and even enemas and I can;'t stop. This is not something I enjoy for my anus, I feel awful everyday now. I'm dizzy often and can't eat anymore, but I feel as if I have something wrong with my intestine anyway, since I have constipation problems since 5 years old. The problem is that I want to stop abusing laxatives. I look awful, but now I think I need them everyday or if I don't I have a horrible upper left uadrant feeling of something being stuck or pulling on my left side. i'm miserable everyday, i can't enjoy life and I'm a prisoner in my home. Please somebody help me figure out what to do and why theres this horrible feeling in my left upper uadrant now.