(i only got high like maybe 10 times at that most and i never did alot after that night i havent done it evr again its been 6 months since then)so one night i got high and everything felt the same as any other time then all the sudden i started laughing with a friend n i continued to laugh uncontrolably n all the sudden shes like WHAT WRONG WITH U n freaked out n after that i started seeing people like double and i felt slow and i was paranoide BADLY and i started saying things i was thinking out laud all my friends were concered as to why i was the only one who got this bad/for the next 2 days i was out of my body i was pale and i would eat i was scared an when i went out i felt like ervyone was looking at me and then one i got this wierd of out reality feeling and i once again said something out laud and my mother looked at me wierd asking me whats wrong with me after that i was freeking out.. i was okkay a week later and payed no attention to what had happen i went on vacation for a month n i didnt exprience anything from that one night 2 months later was going to bed when all the sudden i stared freeking out i felt i was slow again i was paranoid i felt like i was becoming mentally retartded and i coulnt tell my parents but i was crying uncontrolably now its been 3 months and almost everynight i start having a certain symptom one time i just felt like people were doubled another time i just felt slow another time i felt out of my body and now i cant even take that school bus as soon as i get on it i feel like im going to start freeking out horribly and embarrase myself. i went to er twice and all they said was its a panick attack i've been on sleeping pills for the last 3 months cuz of it so i can get to sleep and not worry about getting another panick attack. since then i barely go out talk to people i dont like driving and i always wanted to go out driving sometimes i feel like im becoming retarted or im gunna become crazy .some people have toled me that maybe the weed was mixed with acid but i was ther when we all got high an i didnt even have a full toke all my friends had like 5 and i just had alittle bit only one friend had some halucinasinations but shes fine shes not going throught anything bad. so idk y i got this way its extremly wierd has anyone ever experience this? is ther any hope of getting better and bak to normal? :'(
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You’re not the first or last to experience something like this related to marijuana. It enhances your anxiety levels and things can get out of control very fast. You’ll get over this, but you will need help or maybe medication. Effects that weed might have had are obviously long faded, but terrible thing with panic attacks is that the worst part is the fear of the next attack happening. That’s what is going on now and sleep problems are making it worse. So, sleeping pills are one part but you should also be on treatment for panic attacks. Realizing what you fear about – the next attack or fear of going insane – will help you to calm yourself when it happens again. This is nothing permanent or unheard of, just get help and it will be ok.
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