so somehow my last try got deleted or moved. if that's the case, please inform me via pm.
anyway, here it goes again:
good day all,
I started masturbating at the age of 12. I just turned 17 . on very boring days with not much to do I did it over 5 times per day. more than a year ago i stopped masturbating. I managed it for a month. then I had a girlfriend. I didn't find her to be the right one to lose my virginity, so we just had a good time (mostly by me masturbating her and cuming from looking at and hearing her). 4 months ago, after the relationship had ended (it lasted for about 8 months) i stopped masturbating again. managed it for a week. approximately 2 months, 1 week, 6 days, 21 hours and 35 minutes ago I stopped again and managed it since.
why?
I love challenges. they make me get better, grow in different aspects, get experience and for the most part give me feeling of success, strengthen my self-confidence and self-respect.
more importantly, if I was a girl, I would like the guy I'm talking to to not sit back at home in the evening, shove his hand down his pants and start playing with his body while imagining me (a female) masturbating or having sex with him.
I haven't told anyone. maybe because I'm afraid of how they'll react. I know for sure that I don't have to be afraid of anyone thinking I'm doing it to cover any smallness or weakness
what's your thoughts on this? what do you females think about it? what's your position toward men masturbating while thinking of you?
am I weird for thinking how I do?
thank you
anyway, here it goes again:
good day all,
I started masturbating at the age of 12. I just turned 17 . on very boring days with not much to do I did it over 5 times per day. more than a year ago i stopped masturbating. I managed it for a month. then I had a girlfriend. I didn't find her to be the right one to lose my virginity, so we just had a good time (mostly by me masturbating her and cuming from looking at and hearing her). 4 months ago, after the relationship had ended (it lasted for about 8 months) i stopped masturbating again. managed it for a week. approximately 2 months, 1 week, 6 days, 21 hours and 35 minutes ago I stopped again and managed it since.
why?
I love challenges. they make me get better, grow in different aspects, get experience and for the most part give me feeling of success, strengthen my self-confidence and self-respect.
more importantly, if I was a girl, I would like the guy I'm talking to to not sit back at home in the evening, shove his hand down his pants and start playing with his body while imagining me (a female) masturbating or having sex with him.
I haven't told anyone. maybe because I'm afraid of how they'll react. I know for sure that I don't have to be afraid of anyone thinking I'm doing it to cover any smallness or weakness
what's your thoughts on this? what do you females think about it? what's your position toward men masturbating while thinking of you?
am I weird for thinking how I do?
thank you
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That's great that you like to challenge yourself.
But masturbation is a normal and healthy way to relieve stress.
Plenty of girls get turned on knowing that a guy they like gets turned on by them. Nothing wrong with that.
But masturbation is a normal and healthy way to relieve stress.
Plenty of girls get turned on knowing that a guy they like gets turned on by them. Nothing wrong with that.
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