I am a 16 year old guy and I consider myself straight. About 2 months ago I went on the video chat site and masturbated to another guy masturbating (he was in his 40s or 50s). I do not think I showed my face and I blocked my "area" with my boxers so he did not see my actual privates out in the open. I know what I did was disgusting and horrible, especially because it was some old, pervy guy. I think the reason I did it was just because of curiosity, or because I was looking for sexual validation. I may have just been turned on because I knew it was something I was not supposed to do. I have been feeling nonstop guilt and anxiety over what I have done for the past 2 months. Anytime something good happens to me, I just think back to this horrible thing that I did. I feel like I can no longer be a good person. I know that I will never do this bad thing that I did, ever again in my life. I will never even go on that website ever again. Do you think that other people have done strange things like this? Is what I did THAT bad? As long as I refrain from doing this again, can I live a normal life?
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