%-)Hi All, I have been an egg donar for several years. My recipients have always been quite overjoyed with the results of my donations of cookie dough and batch processing. Isn't that what it really is, well seems like to me...Anyhow, I'm tired of always feeling like a Giant Egg Robot, who has to lay the egg she has processed. So this month I decided to get pregnant for myself. Only, I had been on a serious diet after I gave up the profession of donating eggs to get through college, and pay for my brand spankin new Corvette. Now I can't eat, I have totally lost my appetite, and gained the urge to have a baby. But as soon as I put my jeans on I remember how cool it was to finally not have hip spread, and prime ribs took over instead. I feel really good, but I think I am finally pregnant. I have a rosy glow to my face and want to eat everything in the store that looks delish, but then I remember that I have,"Total Control" over this body and am choosing currently not to gain weight or succumb to a fully expanded butt just yet. I exercise and drink loads of liquids, diluted fruit juices and flavered waters too. I drink a lot of caffeinated water and coffee to not feel preggers exhaustion that I read happpens to pregnant ladies past their 1st month. See I only donated and had to incubate for 14 days as an egg donar, and it was quite cool. My energy was there because I knew I was helping women who couldn't produce their own eggs alone. I felt special, so I never was in touch with feeling tired. I felt quite euphoric in lieu of that latter verb. Now I'm just feeling terrified, and whenever I wear my favorite blue jeans I lose my appetite and desire to lose weight instead. I hate the fact that my body is now Again being invaded by bits of DNA and I feel powerless until I put my ,"Super Skinny Jeans " on. Then I just have no desire to eat, begin feeling the need immediately to keep busy. Even if it means going to work, when I only work p/t anyhow. I just have to keep busy, I feel to keep the numbers on my scale at home from taking over. When I'm busy I don't eat that much, that's one of the prime reasons that I try to keep busy. I envy ALL the movie stars out there who manage to deliver perfect babies and yet their entire body is like perfect, thin arms, thin legs, no triple chin, or expanded butt either. How do they do this? Anyhow, I might be pregnant, but my body is not changing, and so far I have complete control over mother nature. Unlike before where I felt like I had to get fat to feed the other person's zygote that was being donated back after it finally was fully implanted in me. Now this is happening to me, and I have to commit to it. I feel really anxious, and am not gonna gain weight to make myself happy. I'm gonna emulate the movie stars and try for a bony pregnancy, and no butt spread. Then when the day of delivery is here, I'm gonna get into my brand spankin new corvette and drive me and my baby who's surging to pop out, to my nearest ER. In spite of Kaiser too.I have total control for once, and it feels really good. Are these mixed feelings normal for an egg donar who's finally having their own baby for the 1st time in their entire life, and still young enough to desire all the vane things I mentioned?Help???So confuzed!!!
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<3Hi, I am responding to your discussion. First, I think that being an egg doner is quite noble, and more power to you women who have quality eggs worth donating. You eat right, and you ovulate. Many women dont or are too old and then still after achieving the college degree, and the perfect career, still have even more stress and , or hormonal problems and really do need quality eggs to have a baby.
Thats where you come into the family photo. Sadly most ovum or egg donars are invisible ghosts whose pictures go unnoticed. Only their eggs go hopping along the path of life. Hopefully living happy, prosperous lives, and do carry on all the positive, strong, and blessed attributes of you egg donars. So thanks for all the times you donated, not blood but your lovely eggs.You are appreciated by 1 person at least.
But , I do hope there is law eventually on women over too old of an age borrowing young womens eggs to have babies cuz it just aint right for a 20 y/o kid to have their mom die early in their lives because she was selfish and chose to borrow an egg from a young potential mother herself, so she could produce a life that very soon would not be even be a part of. And thats not fair to these 20 something year olds out there in the world losing aged parents ,due to science and not destiny -----really.
Its sad isnt it-------if you think with your HEART and use EMPATHY. And it also confuses the natural order of things in the world of natural selection . it's easy to tell youth what to do, and when to do it-----but someone needs to put the brakes on GRAMMA MOSES from having a baby at the elderly age of 50-something, or more, cuz it's just to cold out there in the whirled for a lone 20 something year old product of cold science and narcissistic people who couldn't think 20 years ahead as to how the kids may feel sooooon w/o any parents, due to having produced kids way too late in life.....So someday they may actually tell adults what they also aren't allowed to do to when it comes to creating new lives in the world, baby making that is...
So long for NOW. Blessed Bee ALL the animals and the children too.....
Simply a Guest 1st Responder-writer.
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