Hi, my name is heaven and i think i am pregnant, i am 18 and have a stable job. i am not like other teenagers on this worried about telling their mum and dad and abortion, i have my own house and have been with my boyfriend for two years, we have always had unprotected sex simply for the reason i thought i couldnt have children, i have had two miscarragies very early on in both my pregnancys with my boyfriend and have been advised it is highly unlikely, my boyfriend is 23 and we are planning to buy a house soon, so it hasn't stopped us, but recently i have had alot of strong pregnancy hormones and signs, i have really bad headaches and nausea, a rash on my thighs and waist and have put on quite alot of weight in a short space of time, my appetite has grown alot, i need to urinate more often and my period hasnt been in over two months, i have really irregular periods and quite a heavy flow...but nothing, i have also been tierd alot of the time
which is very unlike me, so tierd i have had to take time off work,
i dont know if i am just pulling at straws, but i have got many of the symptoms i had last year, i havent been to a doctor or nurse yet, the reason is because i dont want to go through the heartache of building me and my boyfreinds hopes up to lose another baby, and i really dont know how to tell him i think i might be, if we are it would be wonderfull i have a very loving home and it would be the best thing in the world to happen, i just dont know if he would feel the same way after all that has happened, i think he has just come to terms with the fact we wont have children and dosent want to see me crumble again.
please help me i feel so alone.