I started Zarah(Yasmin) exactly a month ago. This is my first time on birth control. However, through out the month I constantly missed pills. I'm not positive, but my guess is around ten pills or more. I never doubled doses when I remembered to take the pill(like I should have) and I missed multiple days in a row often. I realize that something like nuva ring is probably a better choice for me. However, I went on vacation last week and had enough pills left over from all the times I missed days so that I took them to prevent my period. But, low and behold, I forgot on one or two days to take them. But this time around I doubled doses when I remembered too.

Now here's the major dilemma: I lost my virginity two days ago while on vacation. We didn't use a condom and he did not withdrawal every time we had sex. I have this gut instinct that I'm pregnant. Obviously it's too early to tell, but I just feel like I am. Perhaps I feel like this because it was my first time, but I certainly have something to worry about considering all the pills I missed.

Oh and here's another kicker, I'm three months shy of eighteen. I met the guy there and he lives on the other side of the country from me.

Are you ready for some more soap opera material? Well, since I'm young and up until recently was a virgin, I most definetly did not want a baby. But now that I could be pregnant, I want to be.

Someone please give me some advice. What's the likely-hood of me being pregnant? Is there anything behind having that 'gut feeling' I'm pregnant? And why do I suddenly want to be pregnant. In fact, I'm going to be disappointed if I'm not.

PLEASE TALK SOME SENSE INTO ME.