im 21 nw nd facing many problems due to maturbation...it all started at a very early age like around 8-10years.....im nw seeking a solution for it....there used to be a guy who is around 16 years or something when i was young he once asked me to show my penis and it all became worse after that we started to touch each our penis nd it felt good nd the most dangerous thing is i somehow found that placing my penis under the fast flow of water made me feel the plaesure like masturbating nd i started to do it regularly.
By the time i was 12 or 13 i started doing foreplay with my friend(guy) in school, nd when i was 15-16 i got to know how to masturbate with my hands.
Now im 21 nd all these years i have stressed my penis a lot....becoz of that nw i have problems like premature ejacultion, hairloss due to over DHT, poor social life, fear from talking to girls, nd also started to do webcam sex as a gay nd do anal stuff....im afraid that my sensors on the penis are damaged to a gr8 extent........
I feel like possesd of some sex monster when i do those things nd watch porn a lot that i know the names of more than half of the pornstars... im afraid i might turn gay...but after i finish with ejaculating i feel like "i know i dont want to do but why do i do??" i have a crush on a girl nd i feel like i really need a girlfriend very badly bt im not being able to approach girls due to my social fear.
Coming to studies my grades fell down like hell and i turned from a super genious to absolutely dumb, i used to be a allrounder in sports but nw i cant even hit a target properly... i feel like crying nd putting my sadness out but even my feelings are becoming numb..............
i have many responsibilities nd many ppl who love me have high hopes on me, i dontt want to let them down.....but i feel like my whole life is ruined.......i feel like i lost everything nd let everyone lose.........
anyone please help me out i want to invert my life nd start afresh.............it wold be a life saving help
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can you picture your self making out with a man, you are are sexaholic, and when your riled up your mind remembers who satisfied you like that gay did, and you dont no the differance when you want to get off, nor do you care or see anytrhing wrong with doing a guy for sex, you need help, therapy, stop wiyh the introducing males to your sick homo ways, well that is a homo thing to do to a kid ,aint it,like he did to you,
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Dont bring your whole life down just because of your penis. I have one question for you though, how often do you masturbate?
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i had been doing it like around for 11-12 years nd nearly 4-5 times a week sometimes it even goes for 3-4 times a day....i feel guilty once i ejaculate....:(.....i dont want to do dat to me but at that particular time i feel like everything is out of control nd i just do that ryt away......
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please help me out of this im not gay i know that but to satisfy myself in different ways my minds wins over my heart eveytime in this regard......i know im a male by my heart but this maturbation nd need for sex has totally changed me into a sex monster im nw pleaseeee help me out with this f*****g thing i beg u THANK YOU
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if u wish then we can mail each other
THANK YOU
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